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 Return of Odysseus Part 2 / 11.04 / Go There
 
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  • The doves the highlight of my life
  • Chronicle my residences / wanderings
  • Relation to Seven Churches of Asia
  • Athena's favorite hero / Odysseus
  • Odysseus and the land of the Cyclopes
  • A strapping young man / a giant
  • Meeting at his house / like a cave
  • Polyphemus asks Odysseus his name
  • Co-worker / Dennis you're nobody
  • Odysseus blinds Polyphemus
  • Backing out of the situation sheepishly
  • No doubt I blinded him / his pride
  • I reminded him of someone else there
  • God Poseidon / the unconscious mind
  • Our offense / overlook the unconscious
  • First Residence
  • Sunnyvale, California
  • As pertains to Adam and Apollo
  • The Church of Ephesus
  • Swedenborg's account of Ephesus
  • First command. / no gods before me...
  • Being all things to all people
  • PBS radio / angels from heaven
  • Second Residence
  • Los Altos, California / Noah
  • Second command. / no graven images
  • Noah's father names Noah
  • The toil of our hands
  • Woodworking and Noah's Ark
  • Solitary figures / not unlike Noah
  • Reconciling things with my mother
  • The second church / the man's will
  •  Return of Odysseus Part 2 / 11.05 / Go There
     
  • Third Residence
  • Odyssey begins in the 11th year
  • Looking for a rooommate
  • Sunnyvale, California / again
  • The triangle completing itself
  • As pertains to Gemini The Twins
  • Church of Pergamos / the priesthood
  • Third command. / Lord's name in vain
  • Don't be a (religious) hypocrite
  • Jesus rebukes Scribes and Pharisees
  • Roommate's father a lawyer
  • Roommate too strict / getting upset
  • Relations strained at best
  • Fourth Residence
  • San Jose, California / a friend at work
  • An Arab from Syria
  • The Christian Church and Mary
  • Church of Thyatira / faith and charity
  • A devout Muslim / a swollen head
  • Oak dining room set / berating me
  • Fourth command. / honor the Sabbath
  • Jews descended from Judah / 4th son
  • Everything comes to a head at work
  • Fighting in back room / wrestling match
  • Dismayed / stayed away for two days
  • Selling everything at work
  • Fifth Residence
  • Bought a trailer / Palo Alto, California
  • Right off Oregon Expressway
  • Hopes dashed / a depressing place
  • Problems with next door neighbor
  • Complaints to the manager
  • Church of Sardis / dead worship
  • Fifth command. / honor your parents...
  • Roy Masters / essence of his teaching
  • Problems with evil spirits
  • Getting upset / and possessed
  • Premonition of things to come
  • Confrontational dream / mafia boss
  • Attempts feeble / stage was set
  • Severity dependent upon trauma
  • Developing the Cross of Opposites
  • Sixth Residence
  • Pulled trailer out / visit Santa Rosa
  • Campground in Selma, Oregon
  • Found trailer park in Grants Pass
  • Looking for work / not much to do
  • Found job at small electronics firm
  • Vanessa and Church of Philadelphia
  • People's motives / relocating to area
  • Sixth command. / don't kill / murder...
  • Relations with other tenant in park
  • In many ways seductive / murder
  • Still glad to be there / the engagement
  • A big contrast from living in the city
  • Article appears in the Iconoclast
  • Town named after Ulysses S. Grant
  • Ulysses another name for Odysseus
  •  Return of Odysseus Part 2 / 11.06 / Go There
     
  • Seventh Residence
  • Buying mobile home / a sense of love
  • Quitting job / work conditions
  • Doing odd jobs / man in Rogue River
  • Next door neighbor moves in
  • Mother comes up to visit
  • Incident in Lower Lake / aunt's house
  • Delivered at Ino's doorstep
  • The fishing trip / back problems
  • Mother visits at Christmas
  • Neighbor's daughter moves in
  • Problems with stereo at night
  • Stage was set / possession occurs
  • New boyfriend / pressuring her mother
  • Working for man in Rogue River again
  • Revealing dream / You're the Devil!
  • Meeting David at Tall timber Ranch
  • Received threatening phone-call
  • Article about Roy Masters in paper
  • Mother tells me whole story
  • Another boyfriend / an ex-cop
  • Daughter resembles Daphne
  • Cried out in heart / sensed some entity
  • Opted to write letter / she's at the door
  • Upset about losing car keys at river
  • Talking on her mom's front porch
  • She wanted see a movie / insisted I go
  • We begin to argue / struggle ensues
  • Gave her a ride a few days later
  • She reminds me of Marylin Monroe
  • Content of letter was questionable
  • Another ride / receives me coolly
  • Apollo, Daphne and Dionysus
  • Gave her letter a couple days later
  • Tried talking to mother / make allies
  • She gets defensive / blames daughter
  • Started writing notes to daughter
  • Night they came home in the car
  • Walked up to the car / startled him
  • Quickly turns into a scuffle
  • Forces me to apologize / lets me go
  • Mother approaches / says I'm sick
  • Landlord threatens to kick me out
  • Police officer comes to door
  • Episode resolved a few nights later
  • Vanishes into thin air / like Daphne
  • Mother sensitzed / experiences trauma
  • Felt responsible / took mother as wife
  • First time I staged things in my mind
  • The first of four wives of Dennis
  •  Return of Odysseus Part 2 / 11.07 / Go There
     
  • Eighth Residence
  • Eighth Residence
  •  Return of Odysseus Part 2 / 11.08 / Go There
     
  • Eighth Residence
  • Eighth Residence
  •  Return of Odysseus Part 2 / 11.09 / Go There
     
  • Eighth Residence
  • Eighth Residence
  •  Return of Odysseus Part 2 / 11.10 / Go There
     
  • Ninth Residence
  • Tenth Residence
  • Eleventh Residence
  • Twelfth Residence
  • Residences 13 thru 22
  •  Return of Odysseus Part 2 / 11.11 / Go There
     
  • 23rd Residence
  • Truck runs out of gas / Cloverdale
  • Hitchhike to Santa Rosa
  • Uncle gives me ride to Cloverdale
  • Cousin's relationship to Pentheus
  • Watched the movie, True Believers
  • Acknowledgment of the evil in movie
  • Cashier gives me back change / 666!
  • Cousin accuses me of Devil worship
  • Dream about his cat Loco
  • Torn to shreds / city made of cat parts
  • Friend Nathan's cat / Pe-nyn-theus
  • Nathan and I kill the cat / boulders
  • King Cadmus bequeaths his kingdom
  • Dionysus drives women of Thebes mad
  • Mother and I / Thanksgiving dinner
  • Two lambs going to the slaughter
  • Residences 27 thru 50
  •  The New Church / 12.01 / Go There
     
  • Map depicting Southern Oregon
  • The Seven Churches of Asia / Lydia
  • The 4th and 6th churches / number 46
  • Roy Masters and the FHU
  • Theme of Joseph carried further
  • 1. Cave Junction / Ephesus
  • Siskiyou Mountains / Highway 199
  • Connection with Church of Adam
  • 2. Unto Selma / Smyrna
  • Adam and Noah / Church of Man
  • Church of Smyrna / false doctrine
  • Tall Timber Ranch / indoctrination
  • 3. Unto Merlin / Pergamos
  • Primarily to the northwest / number 3
  • New Church in the wilderness
  • Merlin the magician and highpriest
  • 4. Unto Grants Pass / Thyatira
  • Grants Pass the hub / center of activity
  • Unique lifestyle / much of it superficial
  • Letter delta / Swedenborg's account
  • 5. Unto Rogue River / Sardis
  • A river signifies the understanding
  • Interstate 5 the main artery
  • 6. Medford / Philadelphia
  • Located in the Rogue Valley
  • Lagest city in area / most industrialized
  • 7. Unto Ashland / Laodicea
  • Laodicea / the lukewarm church
  • Problem with college / academic study
  • Shakespeare Festival / edu. system
  •  An Account of Theseus / 12.02 / Go There
     
  • Adds clarity to Church in Oregon
  • One thing about my boss / conquest
  • Somewhat crude and barbarous
  • The first of three conquerors
  • Three levels of spirituality
  • The three prophets
  • Like Ezekiel / in the spirit
  • Angels of the first heaven
  • Roy Masters and Noah's Ark
  • True nature of the Minotaur
  • False beliefs and ideas / stubbornness
  • Roy Masters and King Minos
  • The inescapable dungeon or labyrinth
  • My boss pitted against Roy Masters
  • Church of Smyrna cast into prison
  • Work in Grants Pass / 26th residence
  • Associated company with The Church
  • Move from Grants Pass to Medford
  • The seven cities / relation to Medford
  • Keeping a watchful eye on milepost 46
  • The new secretary at work
  • The main dream / Sybil and Medford
  • 34 and single / little luck with women
  • Introduce her to my book
  • What better day than Valentine's Day
  • She and my boss go out to lunch
  • Started hitchhiking / and walked back
  • Gave her and my boss the letter
  • Relationship with boss had deteriorated
  • This was the last straw / the end
  • Correlation with Theseus and Ariadne
  • Three masculine aspects of Ariadne
  • Outcome at work highly doubtful
  • Numbers 14 and 34 / King Arthur
  • Boss' lack of propriety / my anger
  • Impropriety not fully disclosed
  • Last day at work / March 23rd
  • The timing proves significant
  • Number 323 depicts my desire here
  • Driving home that day / milepost 46
  • Saddam Hussein invades Kuwait
  •  New Church of the Reformed / 13.01 / Go There
     
  • Disagreements with Roy Masters
  • Five Roys and Seven Davids / numbers
  • Davids at FHU / numbers 8, 9 and 10
  • The number 666 / the three Davids
  • Number 666 and The Reformation
  • Number 666 and Roy Masters
  • Roy Masters and Martin Luther
  • View Roy Masters as very astute
  • Points of Contention:
  • 1. No one has to die
  • Roy Master's ideas on ressurection
  • Spartan stringency / jumping hoops
  • 2. The Devil is an alien
  • An error propigated by Christendom
  • Complexity of beliefs / elude the Devil
  • A heaven and hell where spirits dwell
  • 3. The imagination off-limits
  • The imagination is the Devil's residence
  • Roy's view / transcendental meditation
  • Are these images merely fantasy?
  • 4. It's wrong to dream
  • Dreams / contact with spiritual world
  • Dreams are danger zone one
  • Wrong to dream / Roy rarely dreams
  • 5. The intellect is off-limits
  • The Devil also resides in our intellect
  • State of imbalance / its integration
  • Name Dennis and the number 49
  • 6. Pleasure is to be shunned
  • Insecurity, peer pressure / insincerity
  • Develop in lopsided ways / emotionally
  • Should we deny legitimate pleasure?
  • 7. Women to be passionless
  • Women more emotional / a temptation
  • Why mess around with her nature?
  • The FHU as the hull of a seed
  • 8. Sexuality is weakness
  • The ultimate between men and women
  • Eroticism is carnal lust?
  • 9. Man to transcend sexuality
  • Roy equates sex with original sin
  • Giving rise to the beast in the man
  • 10. Women can't enjoy sex
  • Man needs to give up sex / eventually
  • Woman to assume less passionate role
  • Sexual politics / seeds of homosexuality
  • Not pleasant / misguided inclinations
  •  King Lycurgus / 13.02 / Go There
     
  • First king to oppose Dionysus
  • Relationship between Hera and Rhea
  • Next door neighbor was Rhea
  • Complained about professionals
  • Names of her daughter and son-in-law
  • Spoke to David about evil spirits
  • Encountered spirits in my dreams
  • Initiated into process of going mad
  • 10th possession / visit to the FHU
  • Asking Roy to stay at The Ranch
  • Getting a handle on the situation
  • Encountering David at the ranch
  • Saying I had to die / metaphorically
  • The accusations began to fly
  • Practically shouts in my face / Swine!
  • Hacking away at the limbs of a tree
  • Lycurgus struck by Rhea / driven mad
  • Dionysus reemerges from the sea
  • David and the wolf / He's the wolfman!
  • Deucalion the counterpart of Noah
  • Lycaon and the flood / deluding wolf
  • Sacrificing young boys to Zeus
  • Grisly practice revived after flood
  • The numbers 22 and 50 / the 8th
  • Theme about wolves as a young boy
  • Fear of the dark / the boogeyman
  • Encountering the werewolf
  • A common experience / growing up
  • Met Roys and Davids in succession
  • The three Davids at FHU / callousness
  • Ascribed the process of digestion
  • Joseph the 11th son / excrement
  • Viewed Davids at FHU as brethren
  • Joseph and David / similar meanings
  • The 12th David / shelter in Santa Rosa
  • Introduction to Joseph Campbell
  • Final experience / the three apples
  • Three apples for three swine!
  •  Who was Dionysus? / 14.01 / Go There
     
  • Dionysus replaces Hestia
  • Other gods culminate in Dionysus
  • Zeus' relation to Dionysus
  • Apollo's relation to Dionysus
  • Artemis' relation to Dionysus
  • Ares' relation to Dionysus
  • Athena's relation to Dionysus
  • Demeter's relation to Dionysus
  • Aphrodite's relation to Dionysus
  • Hephaestus' relation to Dionysus
  • Hera's relation to Dionysus
  • Poseidon's relation to Dionysus
  • Hermes' relation to Dionysus
  • The Pantheon / Tree of Life
  • Zeus, Apollo and Artemis
  • Ares, Athena and Demeter
  • Aphrodite, Hephaestus and Hera
  • Poseidon, Hermes and Hestia
  • Hades and Dionysus
  • Why at the end of the book?
  • Dionysus easily taken out of context
  • Signification of grapes / testicles
  • Genitals signify internal state
  • Adverse reaction / Dionysus' Anger
  • Why people go to extremes
  • Robert A. Johnson's book
  • The term inflation / full of hot air
  • Forfeit your ego life
  • Hestia the goddess of peace
  • Final concern / today's violence
  • Monster of pride and jealousy
  • Refrain from violence
  • God gives us a special choice
  • Excerpt from Revelation chapter 14

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