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Return of Odysseus Part 2 / 11.04 / Go There
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	The doves the highlight of my life Chronicle my residences / wanderings Relation to Seven Churches of Asia Athena's favorite hero / Odysseus Odysseus and the land of the Cyclopes A strapping young man / a giant Meeting at his house / like a cave Polyphemus asks Odysseus his name Co-worker / Dennis you're nobody Odysseus blinds Polyphemus Backing out of the situation sheepishly No doubt I blinded him / his pride I reminded him of someone else there God Poseidon / the unconscious mind Our offense / overlook the unconscious First Residence Sunnyvale, California As pertains to Adam and Apollo		The Church of Ephesus Swedenborg's account of Ephesus First command. / no gods before me... Being all things to all people PBS radio / angels from heaven Second Residence Los Altos, California / Noah Second command. / no graven images Noah's father names Noah The toil of our hands Woodworking and Noah's Ark Solitary figures / not unlike Noah Reconciling things with my mother The second church / the man's will

Return of Odysseus Part 2 / 11.05 / Go There
	Third Residence Odyssey begins in the 11th year Looking for a rooommate Sunnyvale, California / again The triangle completing itself As pertains to Gemini The Twins Church of Pergamos / the priesthood Third command. / Lord's name in vain Don't be a (religious) hypocrite Jesus rebukes Scribes and Pharisees Roommate's father a lawyer Roommate too strict / getting upset Relations strained at best Fourth Residence San Jose, California / a friend at work An Arab from Syria The Christian Church and Mary Church of Thyatira / faith and charity A devout Muslim / a swollen head Oak dining room set / berating me Fourth command. / honor the Sabbath Jews descended from Judah / 4th son Everything comes to a head at work Fighting in back room / wrestling match Dismayed / stayed away for two days Selling everything at work Fifth Residence Bought a trailer / Palo Alto, California Right off Oregon Expressway		Hopes dashed / a depressing place Problems with next door neighbor Complaints to the manager Church of Sardis / dead worship Fifth command. / honor your parents... Roy Masters / essence of his teaching Problems with evil spirits Getting upset / and possessed Premonition of things to come Confrontational dream / mafia boss Attempts feeble / stage was set Severity dependent upon trauma Developing the Cross of Opposites Sixth Residence Pulled trailer out / visit Santa Rosa Campground in Selma, Oregon Found trailer park in Grants Pass Looking for work / not much to do Found job at small electronics firm Vanessa and Church of Philadelphia People's motives / relocating to area Sixth command. / don't kill / murder... Relations with other tenant in park In many ways seductive / murder Still glad to be there / the engagement A big contrast from living in the city Article appears in the Iconoclast Town named after Ulysses S. Grant Ulysses another name for Odysseus

Return of Odysseus Part 2 / 11.06 / Go There
	Seventh Residence Buying mobile home / a sense of love Quitting job / work conditions Doing odd jobs / man in Rogue River Next door neighbor moves in Mother comes up to visit Incident in Lower Lake / aunt's house Delivered at Ino's doorstep The fishing trip / back problems Mother visits at Christmas Neighbor's daughter moves in Problems with stereo at night Stage was set / possession occurs New boyfriend / pressuring her mother Working for man in Rogue River again Revealing dream / You're the Devil! Meeting David at Tall timber Ranch Received threatening phone-call Article about Roy Masters in paper Mother tells me whole story Another boyfriend / an ex-cop Daughter resembles Daphne Cried out in heart / sensed some entity Opted to write letter / she's at the door Upset about losing car keys at river		Talking on her mom's front porch She wanted see a movie / insisted I go We begin to argue / struggle ensues Gave her a ride a few days later She reminds me of Marylin Monroe Content of letter was questionable Another ride / receives me coolly Apollo, Daphne and Dionysus Gave her letter a couple days later Tried talking to mother / make allies She gets defensive / blames daughter Started writing notes to daughter Night they came home in the car Walked up to the car / startled him Quickly turns into a scuffle Forces me to apologize / lets me go Mother approaches / says I'm sick Landlord threatens to kick me out Police officer comes to door Episode resolved a few nights later Vanishes into thin air / like Daphne Mother sensitzed / experiences trauma Felt responsible / took mother as wife First time I staged things in my mind The first of four wives of Dennis

Return of Odysseus Part 2 / 11.07 / Go There
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	Ninth Residence Tenth Residence Eleventh Residence		Twelfth Residence Residences 13 thru 22

Return of Odysseus Part 2 / 11.11 / Go There
	23rd Residence Truck runs out of gas / Cloverdale Hitchhike to Santa Rosa Uncle gives me ride to Cloverdale Cousin's relationship to Pentheus Watched the movie, True Believers Acknowledgment of the evil in movie Cashier gives me back change / 666! Cousin accuses me of Devil worship Dream about his cat Loco Torn to shreds / city made of cat parts Friend Nathan's cat / Pe-nyn-theus Nathan and I kill the cat / boulders King Cadmus bequeaths his kingdom Dionysus drives women of Thebes mad Mother and I / Thanksgiving dinner Two lambs going to the slaughter		Residences 27 thru 50

The New Church / 12.01 / Go There
	Map depicting Southern Oregon The Seven Churches of Asia / Lydia The 4th and 6th churches / number 46 Roy Masters and the FHU Theme of Joseph carried further 1. Cave Junction / Ephesus Siskiyou Mountains / Highway 199 Connection with Church of Adam 2. Unto Selma / Smyrna Adam and Noah / Church of Man Church of Smyrna / false doctrine Tall Timber Ranch / indoctrination 3. Unto Merlin / Pergamos Primarily to the northwest / number 3 New Church in the wilderness Merlin the magician and highpriest		4. Unto Grants Pass / Thyatira Grants Pass the hub / center of activity Unique lifestyle / much of it superficial Letter delta / Swedenborg's account 5. Unto Rogue River / Sardis A river signifies the understanding Interstate 5 the main artery 6. Medford / Philadelphia Located in the Rogue Valley Lagest city in area / most industrialized 7. Unto Ashland / Laodicea Laodicea / the lukewarm church Problem with college / academic study Shakespeare Festival / edu. system

An Account of Theseus / 12.02 / Go There
	Adds clarity to Church in Oregon One thing about my boss / conquest Somewhat crude and barbarous The first of three conquerors Three levels of spirituality The three prophets Like Ezekiel / in the spirit Angels of the first heaven Roy Masters and Noah's Ark True nature of the Minotaur False beliefs and ideas / stubbornness Roy Masters and King Minos The inescapable dungeon or labyrinth My boss pitted against Roy Masters Church of Smyrna cast into prison Work in Grants Pass / 26th residence Associated company with The Church Move from Grants Pass to Medford The seven cities / relation to Medford Keeping a watchful eye on milepost 46 The new secretary at work		The main dream / Sybil and Medford 34 and single / little luck with women Introduce her to my book What better day than Valentine's Day She and my boss go out to lunch Started hitchhiking / and walked back Gave her and my boss the letter Relationship with boss had deteriorated This was the last straw / the end Correlation with Theseus and Ariadne Three masculine aspects of Ariadne Outcome at work highly doubtful Numbers 14 and 34 / King Arthur Boss' lack of propriety / my anger Impropriety not fully disclosed Last day at work / March 23rd The timing proves significant Number 323 depicts my desire here Driving home that day / milepost 46 Saddam Hussein invades Kuwait

New Church of the Reformed / 13.01 / Go There
	Disagreements with Roy Masters Five Roys and Seven Davids / numbers Davids at FHU / numbers 8, 9 and 10 The number 666 / the three Davids Number 666 and The Reformation Number 666 and Roy Masters Roy Masters and Martin Luther View Roy Masters as very astute Points of Contention: 1. No one has to die Roy Master's ideas on ressurection Spartan stringency / jumping hoops 2. The Devil is an alien An error propigated by Christendom Complexity of beliefs / elude the Devil A heaven and hell where spirits dwell 3. The imagination off-limits The imagination is the Devil's residence Roy's view / transcendental meditation Are these images merely fantasy? 4. It's wrong to dream Dreams / contact with spiritual world Dreams are danger zone one Wrong to dream / Roy rarely dreams		5. The intellect is off-limits The Devil also resides in our intellect State of imbalance / its integration Name Dennis and the number 49 6. Pleasure is to be shunned Insecurity, peer pressure / insincerity Develop in lopsided ways / emotionally Should we deny legitimate pleasure? 7. Women to be passionless Women more emotional / a temptation Why mess around with her nature? The FHU as the hull of a seed 8. Sexuality is weakness The ultimate between men and women Eroticism is carnal lust? 9. Man to transcend sexuality Roy equates sex with original sin Giving rise to the beast in the man 10. Women can't enjoy sex Man needs to give up sex / eventually Woman to assume less passionate role Sexual politics / seeds of homosexuality Not pleasant / misguided inclinations

King Lycurgus / 13.02 / Go There
	First king to oppose Dionysus Relationship between Hera and Rhea Next door neighbor was Rhea Complained about professionals Names of her daughter and son-in-law Spoke to David about evil spirits Encountered spirits in my dreams Initiated into process of going mad 10th possession / visit to the FHU Asking Roy to stay at The Ranch Getting a handle on the situation Encountering David at the ranch Saying I had to die / metaphorically The accusations began to fly Practically shouts in my face / Swine! Hacking away at the limbs of a tree Lycurgus struck by Rhea / driven mad Dionysus reemerges from the sea David and the wolf / He's the wolfman!		Deucalion the counterpart of Noah Lycaon and the flood / deluding wolf Sacrificing young boys to Zeus Grisly practice revived after flood The numbers 22 and 50 / the 8th Theme about wolves as a young boy Fear of the dark / the boogeyman Encountering the werewolf A common experience / growing up Met Roys and Davids in succession The three Davids at FHU / callousness Ascribed the process of digestion Joseph the 11th son / excrement Viewed Davids at FHU as brethren Joseph and David / similar meanings The 12th David / shelter in Santa Rosa Introduction to Joseph Campbell Final experience / the three apples Three apples for three swine!

Who was Dionysus? / 14.01 / Go There
	Dionysus replaces Hestia Other gods culminate in Dionysus Zeus' relation to Dionysus Apollo's relation to Dionysus Artemis' relation to Dionysus Ares' relation to Dionysus Athena's relation to Dionysus Demeter's relation to Dionysus Aphrodite's relation to Dionysus Hephaestus' relation to Dionysus Hera's relation to Dionysus Poseidon's relation to Dionysus Hermes' relation to Dionysus The Pantheon / Tree of Life Zeus, Apollo and Artemis Ares, Athena and Demeter Aphrodite, Hephaestus and Hera		Poseidon, Hermes and Hestia Hades and Dionysus Why at the end of the book? Dionysus easily taken out of context Signification of grapes / testicles Genitals signify internal state Adverse reaction / Dionysus' Anger Why people go to extremes Robert A. Johnson's book The term inflation / full of hot air Forfeit your ego life Hestia the goddess of peace Final concern / today's violence Monster of pride and jealousy Refrain from violence God gives us a special choice Excerpt from Revelation chapter 14